I need some help girls =] its about my bf..?

okk so about a year ago i was d and i got genital herps. from it. I swore that i wouldn't have again so i wouldn't spread it to anyone *and im not planing on it!* but see i met this new guy and we go together i swear were meant for each other lol the only thing is i keep thinkin that i don't deserve to be happy cause i have a std. i mean im gonna tell him. i just keep telling myself that im not meant to be happy with someone cause i have a std....help!